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A Humble Triumph

29 Sunday Mar 2009

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“If we were humble, nothing would change us—

neither praise nor discouragement.

If someone were to criticize us, we would not feel discouraged.

If someone were to praise us, we also would not feel proud.”

                                                         –Mother Teresa

 

My prayer repetitions never lead to repeating thoughts.  As I again prayed the Scriptures of Jesus entering Jerusalem on a donkey, I recalled the Roman triumphs I had read of in Colleen McCullough’s historical novels of ancient Rome – The First Man of Rome, The Grass Crown, and so on.  In a glossary contained in The Grass Crown, Ms. McCullough writes,

 

“The greatest of days for the successful general was the day upon which he triumphed.  ….Only the Senate could sanction it, and sometimes—though not often—unjustifiably withheld it.  The triumph itself was a most imposing parade consisting of musicians, dancers, wagons filled with spoils, floats depicting scenes from the campaign, the Senate in procession, prisoners and liberated Romans, and the army.  The parade began [outside the city] and followed a prescribed route thereafter…  It terminated on the Capitol at the foot of the steps of the temple…  The triumphing general and his lectors went into the temple and offered the god their laurels of victory, after which a triumphal feast was held….”

 

The entry into Jerusalem is a humble rendition of the glorious Roman triumph of New Testament times.  But the important features are there: the prescribed parade route, beginning outside the city and ending at the temple; a parade of people preceding and following Jesus, who is the successful general at the end of his military campaign.  The feast (the Last Supper) and sacrifice (the death of Jesus) would follow a few days later. 

 

However no Roman general would have stood for the insulting triumph that honored Jesus.  The general, worshiped by the entire city of Rome, always rode in a horse-drawn glittering chariot; he would not be seen near a humble donkey.  The parade of fisherman and others touched by Jesus’ miracles were not even close to the who’s who of Rome that attended triumphs to see and be seen.  Any Roman who might have seen this Jesus parade would merely have slapped their knees and laughed at this parody of a triumph. 

 

Not laughing that day were the Jewish leaders lining the parade route and waiting in the temple.  They saw the crowd of Jews who turned out to honor Jesus as king, the son of David, and they wanted the cheers of Hosanna to stop even if it meant killing Jesus. 

 

This triumph was a curious marriage of Roman and Jewish traditions, yet one bearing Jesus’ unique mark of humility.  As King of the Jews, he reached back to fulfill the symbolic imagery of Old Testament messianic prophesies; and as the future religious king of the Roman Empire, he embraced the symbolic imagery of a Roman tribute. He used sign language that both Jews and Gentiles could one day understand.   

 

Yet Jesus seemed so matter-of-fact about people worshiping him,singing their Hosannas, while Pharisees stood nearby criticizing him.  He was not swayed by either adulation or criticism, as he rode slowly and steadily toward the temple on a borrowed donkey colt. 

 

In the truest sense, it was a triumph over pride. 

Ramblin’ Gamblin’ Man

27 Friday Mar 2009

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“God doesn’t play dice with the universe”

                             –Albert Einstein

 

In this morning’s contemplative prayer, I was invited to be with Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane.  It was only forty minutes, but time grew so heavy it seemed to stand still, just like when I sat near my dying mother’s bedside.

 

But today I was keeping a dying Jesus company, not with words but merely my presence.  In the shared solitude, I would find my mind wandering to far away places; but when I came to my senses, I simply turned around and retraced my steps back to that dark garden.      

 

I imagine Jesus was retracing some of his own steps that night in Gethsemane.  Irreverent as it may sound, the thought of an old Bob Seger song—Ramblin’ Gamblin’ Man—came to mind when I thought about Jesus’ ministry, more for its title than its lyrics.  Jesus spent three years rambling around King Herod’s kingdom gambling his very life that people would be ready to hear some good news.  Many were, but not the powers-that-be who were calling the shots.  

 

Perhaps I’m preoccupied with gambling, having just witnessed first hand the devil-may-care spirit of Las Vegas gamblers.  I cannot see Jesus as recklessly unaware of his odds, especially with a long trail of dead prophets preceding him.  But I also do not believe Jesus began his ministry thinking death a foregone conclusion.   Death became inevitable only as his miracles and assertions about his own identity grew more bold and threatening to the earthly kingdoms built and ruled by Jewish leaders.   

 

Some gamblers act like they don’t mind losing.  They keep their bets manageable or when they don’t, they rationalize their losses as the cost of entertainment or by spending no more than a preset limit.  But the more words they use, the less I believe them.  Too many words reveal a weak hand.      

 

By contrast, Jesus was very disturbed by his gambling losses and didn’t care who knew it.  The Gospels report of his blood-sweating agony in the garden, as he prayed over life and death.  He began his prayers that night with a hopeful ‘no’ to death.  By the end of his second and third prayers, after he had laid all his cards on the table, he responded to God with a shaky ‘yes’, whispering, “Thy will be done.”  On the brink of apparent defeat, Jesus didn’t waste words rationalizing.  He simply let his ‘yes’ be ‘yes’ and his ‘no’ be ‘no’.  Then turned it all over to God.

 

Turning ‘it’ all over to God should sound like a safe bet.  But it’s done so rarely, I think God is regarded as the biggest gamble of them all.  It seems to be a bit easier to turn ‘it’ over when we’ve run out of all other options, when there’s nothing left for us to lose.  But for Jesus, during this night of prayer in the garden, it clearly wasn’t easy.  And this tells me he folded by choice.         

Foot Washing

26 Thursday Mar 2009

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I’m bedeviled by dust in this season of Lent. 

 

It began on Ash Wednesday, with a cross of dust traced on my forehead.  It continued in a lament on Dust-Keeping, where I pondered the resilience of dust and how difficult its complete removal can be.  And now its dusty feet and another dusty cross. Is this circle of dust now complete?

 

The cross where Christ was crucified was a dusty wood surface.  He got there by making enemies of men in high places.  He only spoke truth, but sometimes the truth is hard to hear, especially for a spade who is called a spade.  And while he’d made a few friends too – what he graciously called disciples –some deserted because his teachings were too hard, some followed with little understanding, and one understood all too well.  The disciple of this third kind betrayed Jesus to the king of spades.     

 

The Gospel of John tells a story about that night he was betrayed, when Jesus removed his outer garment and wrapped a towel around his waist and on bended knee, and with a basin of water, washed the dust from his disciple’s feet.  He treated his betrayer no different.  

 

Only Peter wished for different treatment. This disciple known to speak without thinking—with flashes of brilliance and dashes of denial—outright refused the gift Jesus was offering.  But when he heard that a ‘no’ to foot washing was a ‘no’ to Jesus, he shifted past reverse and offered his entire body for washing.  In all ways, Peter wished to remain in control, whether it be feast or famine. 

 

This disciple who’d won the key to the city for confessing Jesus as the Christ was about to learn a new lesson.  He was not in control of this or any other gift Jesus wished to offer.  Like everyone, Peter would be given a choice: He could accept the offered gift without conditions–or he could reject it.  Peter humbly accepted.  I imagine Peter crying uncontrollably as Jesus washed his dusty feet.  Because Peter saw he was no better or worse than the eleven who preceded him;  Jesus washed away all their dust in the same identical way.  He gave each the same gift without regard to merit. Some may have had more dust, while others less.  But they all ended up with clean feet.  Jesus met each where they were, just as they were.  

 

When Jesus said he would build his church on Peter’s confession, he was thinking more about foot washings than building funds or church committees. He envisioned a church built on the undying rock of humble love, with the kind of people who would swallow their pride and allow others to wash their dusty feet.  Like Peter, for instance.

 

As for the dust buried in deep places like the heart, Jesus prayed folks would simply trust him to make the impossible possible.  Like fairy dust, the gift of Christ crucified on the cross defies rational explanation, though many have developed doctrines in an attempt to do so.  

 

For me, it’s easier to understand the mysterious work of Jesus and the cross through the signpost of a simple foot washing.  I begin with one and end up at the other, and it doesn’t matter whether I begin with dusty feet or a dusty cross.  I bet those first disciples saw this too, with the hindsight offered by dusty feet nailed to a dusty cross. 

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